Life & Choices

As we walk through life
we take with us
the lessons we have learned.

We cannot fight against ourselves
or what we might be.

We simply have to
consider our choices.

Nothing is predetermined.

We can always choose.

Charlie St. Cloud Official Trailer (HD) - Zac Efron

'Extraordinary Measures' Trailer HD

LOOK AT YOURSELF AFTER WATCHING THIS

Destiny's Child-Bootylicious.

Enrique Iglesias - Ring my bells

Tamara Lowe at Christ Fellowship

Denmark cries in Sea of Blood, 950 Whales and Dolphins KILLED… - TH!NK ABOUT IT

Denmark cries in Sea of Blood, 950 Whales and Dolphins KILLED… - TH!NK ABOUT IT

For a thought .....

A Bible verse from the movie "Letters to God" ......

³You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.

2 Corinthians 3:3

Being Emo ....

There are things we can never get our hands on.... like feeling lonely helpless and growing old... hhhmmm. No matter how hard we try or what we do... we can try to hide and keep a secret about it. Yet, we all know that nothing can be hidden forever.

We can pretend to be strong and full of vigor the best we can.... but together with the events that happen in our lives, time and fate will conjure together and usually go against everything we wish to keep.

So, instead of fearing of things to happen, we might as well be ready for its approach.

We don't have to fight against what and where life will lead us to or what we ought to be.
We just have to consider our options. Because no matter how hard we will resist or deny it or run away from it.... somehow fate has its own way of getting what it has in store & catch up with us.

And when that happens, it will be the time to put to the test our faith in everything we lived for.

This will be the time to prove to ourselves and to those who we hold dear, that we have walked through this lifetime fully and not in vain.

God Bless us all :-)

Haaaiiiiii .......

It's been a while... again ...... and still not much had happened. And honestly, am starting to feel so worn-out...sometimes lonely.

But still.. as the line from the Shannara series... life gives hope.... so am just hoping to have a good life ahead, though uncertainty really clouds my skies....hhhmmmm.

Just saw the movie "Salt" ( A. Jolie)... and it's a nice one... though I saw the unclear version... hopefully I can watch the more clearer one.

Hope some more good things will come my way... hhhmmmmm.... 'til then. :-)

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

Miley Cyrus y David Bisbal When I look at you (videoclip junto a David ...

Dear Mr. God with Lyrics

Anne Marie Boskovich "Everything is Beautiful"

Then.....

Just the other day, I saw the "The last airbender" (not so clear copy) and Sorcerer's apprentice (Nicolas Cage). Both were not that bad movie.... and I want to the former in a full wide screen cinema...hhhmmm. Also seen the very early part of The predators... kind a weird one... but I'm interested to it though.

Lately, I've been so much into listening the music from OST of Letters to God... Dear Mr. God, Everything is beautiful, water's edge and so on.... and Miley Cyrus' "When I look at you" (though I'm not so fancy crazy about the movie - the last song).

And again... not much happened with my less interesting life.... but all-in-all... everyday is still a very very good blessing. :-)

Something....

Just finished watching the movie "Letters to God"... such a super nice heart-warming soul-renewing movie.... not to mention the fantastic soundtracks. Just can't help myself but cry not caring about what those who may see may say of me.

And few days ago... I've watched "Extraodinary Measures"... "Dear John"... "Letters to Juliet"... which I also find very nice. Then, the those funny ones like "The Furry Vengeance"... "The Bounty Hunters" and "When in Rome". Also watched the full animated series of The Last Airbender which was also nice... and makes me wonder how could such effects be fully taken into a full movie. But dhah !!.... almost everything is possible nowadays with the computer effects and all. Looking forward to watching this movie on wide scree theater... :=)

The long wait ....

It's been a very long time now...... since the last time I posted something here.

The weird thing is...not much has changed since then til now,which seem rather odd.

Everybody and everything around me seem to go on and I'm feeling so left behind.

I don't know If I will ever be able to get myself together to move on.

Hope heavens will help me get over this lonely place I'm so deep in.

Overdue..

It's been a while since the last time I posted anything about what's been happening. For one, nothing out of the ordinary is happening lately that's why I can't seem to get myself to blog myself.

Wish there could be more about my life that I could talk about... that's how boring my life has been lately.

Not much to do....

Few of the former rankings with my character, upon making it on top 50 Players :-)

Celtic Women ...

Just nice looking women with such nice voices......

Among the original members.....

One of the new faces of the group.....

Such a graceful act during a concert...

They may not be everybody's kind of group but somehow I find their music rather calming... try listening to ... "The Voice", " Caledonia", " Isle of Inisfree", "You raise me up", "Soft Goodbye" ... among many of their songs.... who knows??...... :-)

What a day....

These notes seem to be overdue because for whatever reason I was not able to get out of my room, let alone got out of bed for weird reason. Though nothing super nostalgic occurred, I just let myself indulge to that. I only had my breakfast and that was the only meal I had for the rest of the day. Surprisingly, hunger didn't seem to bother me and at least that the good part.

Today, I had my breakfast early around 6AM which was good for starters. I also had mu cucumber shake and few papaya slices, which was rather unusual.

Hopefully, something nice will come up later. Hope I can post more later. :-)

Another day... again....

It's second day of June... and it's 630AM.... spent most of my time at UB. Just listened to few music, scanned thru networks. Nothing out of the ordinary had happened.

Decided to download Prince of Persia movie earlier... and am glad it was completed. Hopefully, I can watch it later or early tomorrow.

Delayed reaction.....

Not much happened last night, after having my supper and watching Agua.

Nice thing though, at last, I finally finished the Mergaheph's ring quest.... and realized it was just like the ROL+1.

Stayed at GF til past 7am... didn't have my breakfast and went straight to bed. I woke up past 12nn and had difficulty going back to bed coz of the super humid room temperature... draining.

Decided to play for the 2PM war.... and we lose but that's okay. We did our best. I'll be heading to the office right after here.

More notes later :-)

What a day....

It was nearly 12nn when I reached my room. Irested thereafter.... it's super humid hot inside my room and is quiet hard to have a continuous rest, but still is good enough.

It's now 625PM and just got out of the room. Went directly to the office to have my cucumber drink which already started to turn more sour coz it's rather late since it's supposed to be taken by 1PM.... but dhhuuhh!!

Good thing though, the office is still having it's salary distribution, so I was not much of a buzz when I got there.

There's not much I can expect out of this small time til the day is over. Hopefully, something good still will come out.

aammfff....

Early Monday again...

It's around 530AM now... now at UB OL since around 4AM from GF.
Feeling better this time around.... though the cough still bugs me most of the time.
I just hope this will be over soon.

Backtrack a bit... yesterday, we had dinner at Island, together with te Inday Malou & her daughter.She just shared with us few of her experiences working at Saudi Arabian Hospital (at NICU).Then, they talked about other matters on the application matter which I have not heard much since I can barely relate. Then, after went home... watched Pilipinas Got Talent then went back to bedroom after then. Slept til 130AM... then went out.

There's not much to expect today but hope good things will come out.

Sunday Sunny day....

It's almost 8AM now....just finished the Mwar.... have not done much of youtube scanning. So for now, am just into music tripping. I'm starting to miss the movie watching part and I really want to watch Prince of Persia ... which Lily spoke of last night and enjoyed the movie....hopefully I can watch that as well. I'll check that out later again.... hhhaayyzzz.

This time, the fever seem to have subsided but still the colds & coughing still hang around and is really annoying.... gggrrrr. Hope this will be gone very soon.

hhaayyzzz

The day went just fine.... though it started to rain around 4PM... and it really poured until early evening... good thing to have during this EL NIÑO season.

Still feeling bad but better than how I felt this morning 'til late afternoon. The fever is still hanging around but no longer bothers me that much. Yet the cough proved to be more irritating... gggrrrr.

Watched Pilipinas Got Talent earlier.... then went back to my room... slept for a while til 10PM.
Went to GF for 10pm war.... good thing we won.... yes!!!!

Wish I could have a way to post some photos around.... hhaayyzzz

What a day....

Just newly got OL here...it's nearly 6AM here...I was not able to make it last night because I was not really feeling well.... super... courtesy the colds....gggrrrrrr.

This time... I tried to get out of the bed and to UB despite the fever. I just can't keep lying in bed... the body aches starting to come up. Good thing, the air con was thurned off.... at least... helped me feeling much better.

Last night, Mana Fely and Merl was already aware of the fact that I didn't push with my PRC application. I know this will spell out trouble. I just don't know what to expect. Hopefully, I can handle it.... but I know God will help me get through this. Though I know, this won't be an easy track ahead. May heaven help me.....

At this minute... am still feeling dizzy and hot.... hope I can manage this until past 7AM... but I know this will come to persist later part of the day.For now, water therapy seem to be the only thing I can do. Wish I will be better during the later.....

Ordinary day

Got out of my room by 510PM... though I was awake earlier around12nn.... but boredom got in the way. I really have this habit of finding a reason to delay things.... not a good one to keep. Wish I could get rid of this soon... and I mean very soon.

Today, I'm starting to have this bugging cold... the sneezing is really irritating and much annoying....courtesy of having less sleep and less fluid intake. Taken a single med and hopefully that will lessen the irritation, for now.

Just had another ordinary dry day. As usual, I tried to keep in touch with Lily ( a former classmate at FSUU ) and turned out silent. It's already 530PM and still have not received any message from her.... probably got no load... hahahaha.

Hopefully, good things will come up later... keeping fingers crossed. More to come later.

New day...

Just about to start another day..... hopefully this will turn out good. Though uncertainty is just around the corner.. still keeping a positive outlook will somehow overcome such.

Yesterday... I learned the procedure about injecting calcium for the elderly.... together with Ruthie, ma'am Cambrai, and a certain midwife looking after A-ma. It's kinda tricky but just have to be careful and present minded. One positive event to be thankful for the learning.

Today, hopefully, something new will come up.... (keeping fingers crossed) :-)

My First.....

This will be just for starter.... really wanted to share a lot of what's going on inside my head.
Though there's much to share... to whom will I share it with? ... is always a question hanging around. Thus, at times, I'd rather keep all of it inside my head.... fading bit by bit every single day.

Sadly, as human, we ought to share... but some are just born to be so introvert when it comes to that aspect. Unfortunately, I could be among them.

I have always longed for someone to come along with whom I can share just about anything under the sun. Yet, as each day passes by...it may seem that I could very well turn out to be one of those who simply meant to be alone in this lifetime.

But still, I'm not losing hope that one of this days, that will come to change.

When and how??.... only heaven knows....